Niche…

25-11-2007

Hmmm… hmm… hm… huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa………… sayangnye kelisa…

kenapakah? mengapakah? tidaaaaaaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!

     

Do You Love Someone This Much?

Happy Hari Raya!!!

hahahahha… today is the 5th day of hari raya aidilfitri 1428H = 17th october 2007. hari ni i’m already back in the office. actually drpd smlm pun. takde la byk keje tp ada la jugak keje nak kena buat kan. tp mcm malas je since org belum ramai kat opis. bayangkan office strength ada lebih kurang dalam 68 org, tp yg dtg keje cuma 5 org! isk isk isk… nasib baik tak byk client yg dtg for services. kira manageable la…

syawal dah masuk 5 hari and ramadhan sebulan pun pegi macam bulan2 lain gak. hajat di hati nak jadi ‘lebih’ religious starting ramadhan ari tu, tp rase2 mcm tinggal kenangan je la kot. hehehe… tp dah baik sket kot. kuang kuang kuang… adoi… cepat sungguh masa berlalu. raya tahun ni macam biasa jek takde yg grand2 pun. dah besar2 ni kureng feel la. lain la org yg dah kawen ada anak ada mentua… aku sorang lagi woi!!! huaaaaaa….  tp aku nak ke ada mentua??? hahahahaha… ngeris2…

okla… takde benda besh pun nak cerita kat sini. saja penuhkan blog. tp so far raya (1st, 2nd, 3rd & 4th) best gak since dpt jumpa /lepak ngan relatives/member school yg dh lama tak jumpak. best best. alhamdulillah syukur. hopefully yg best2 ni berterusan sampai bila2. amin.

ok ppl. itu saja. adios.

I Got Tagged By FAY!

Five things in my handbag/bag:

My purse… with money inside of course (plastic or non-plastic, metal or paper)!

My mobile phone cum camera (my entire day depends on it!)

My ‘dad-gave-it-to-me’ Parker pen (important rank no. 3!)

My ‘teeny weenie’ notepad (then where else to write!)

My car key

p/s: all set to go baby!                                          

      

Five things in my purse:

Money (need no further mention, be it plastic, paper, anything tradeable (???)… hahaha)!

My IC of course! I’m Malaysian!

My driver’s license (I’m no rule-breaker missy!)

My ATM cards… all of them, but no money inside… huhuhuhuh…

My health card (nothing fancy… just to show that I’m O+… need blood anyone?)

Five favourite things in my favourite room (my bedroom that is):

My bed… cozy cozy cozy…

My TV!!!

My reading materials… from books to newspaper to magazines to dictionary…

My soft toy à the beruk!

My weighing scale … weight freak!

Five things I would like/love to do:

Go travel around the universe! Not university ok! kuang kuang kuang…

Have my own house… all mine… mine!!!

Cook! Love it but too lazy to do it! Hahahahaha….

Play sports… all sorts of sports!

Do nothing!

Five things I’m currently doing:

Finishing up this entry… titah baginda patik junjung!

Thinking how messy is my workstation now…

Thinking that I should get going by NOW! (p/s: it’s already 6.50pm. I’m still at the office! Shoot!)

Thinking of ‘someone’… always that ‘someone’… hehehehe…

Thinking… thinking… thinking…

Wokey tuanku! Patik dah siap mengarang entry ni and now it’s my turn to tag ppl pulak. but I thk I shl tag those ppl later… nnt i bgtau… I really hv to chinchau… nak balik makan pizza oiii…

Satu Malam Aku Bermimpi…

To those who don’t know where I work, this writing is not meant for you guys to read. To those who knew, well, this story brings no meaning either. It’s just a story. It amused me though when I came to think about it, however with some mystery to be solved. Hehe… Like it is sending some sort of signal or message alongside with it. But, let’s just leave that to my brain to work it out ok.

So, the story goes something like this.

I have experienced no more nightmares regarding work since I quit my job from a private firm sometime last year. The last time, it was not about the work but it is more on my ex-bosses. Being a ‘perfectionist’ makes them a little bit difficult to work with. No offence to those who shares the same quality since ‘perfectionist’ is good but it should be in a controlled manner lah.

However recently, I have started to have bad dreams again. I must say it is caused by a lot of pressure at work. Dealing with ‘super geniuses’ in

Malaysia

is giving the whole department headaches. These ‘super geniuses’ is better known as runner or bahasa pasar ‘ulat’. Well, these people are really making a lot of money on other people ignorance and stupidity and I must say I am really pissed with these ‘skunks”. And because of these ‘skunks’, we had to work extra hard in order not to give the right to the wrong people. I’m all out against those ‘ulat’! I tell you…

Back to the point, actually I would like to share with you on one of those odd dreams that I had. Odd but funny.

In my dream, I saw from a distance that a train was approaching its station before it finally stopped. To my surprised, I saw a snake coming out of a drain beneath the railway (where the hell is this drain coming from???). It is black in colour with red stripes on its body (ngeri jugak bile diingat2kan balik pasal ular ni… iiiiieeeee…). In that dream of mine, I thought to myself that this snake would bring harm to the passenger in the coach. So I finally decided to take a shot at the snake (suddenly I was a sniper… hehehe) and walla! I manage to kill it. So, I had saved the day! Hero!

The next day during a chat with my sister, I told her, “agaknya pasal aku sekarang ni keje LPKP la kot aku mimpi ni. Ye lah, dok tengah sibuk banteras ulat…” and we broke into laughter.

I think yes, maybe that dream does bring a meaning about my work. How serious I am when it comes to work. But I guess, I am more concern about the real world out there. Too many scams that is trapping people with their ‘putar alam’ stories out there. I just hope that these people will be vanished from this world so that only the good people live. How I wish this would be true… May Allah protect those who I loved and me from falling into any of these traps forever and ever. Amiinn… but do you think this dream brings other meaning apart from this??? Hmmm…. You tell me!

Ramadhan Datang Lagi…

Yup! Ramadhan datang lagi. Bulan yang penuh dengan keberkatan. Byk benda yg kita boleh dapat daripada bulan ni kalau kita betul2 menghayati semangat Ramadhan yang sebenar. Bukan setakat tahan makan minum, tp ajaran agama menyuruh kita ambil peluang untuk beramal ibadat sebanyak mungkin. Byk cara ibadat tp terpulang kepada cara masing2 utk melaksanakannya lah kan. Hmm… mcm bagi tazkirah pun ada jugak aku ni. Heehee… Tak layak… tak layak… Heee…

OK. Apa yg aku cuba nak tulis kat sini ialah aku sebenarnya dah lama takde semangat Ramadhan tu. Sad but its true. Mmg sedey. How cud I as a Muslim boleh kata macam tu kan? Hmm… not so good of me kan? Isk isk isk…

So, for this coming Ramadhan, i hope aku dapat niat betul2 so dat I cud feel the real spirit of Ramadhan. I hope dat i wud be able to feel the calmness of my soul and perform my ibadah the way it shud be.

To all my Muslim frens out there, aku ucapkan selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan dan semoga korang semua akan dapat keberkatan Allah. Bagi yg non-Muslim, do enjoy the amazing feast of Ramadhan ye. Hehehe… Selamat berpuasa!

Stardom in 10 Minutes… Jadila!

6 Sept 07, 9.30am

Kring…kring…

Boss: Aiza, u tak pegi Gerak Usahawan kat Ipoh esok ker?

Me: Bos nak saya pegi ker???

Boss: U kena la pegi…

Me: (Gulp!)

Boss: U pegila. Tolong monitor staff2 kita buat keje. Meh datang ofis saya kejap.

Me: (Grrr…) Hah yela, saya datang skrg.

So, dipendekkan cerita, petang tu, or lebih tepat lagi malam tu kul 8.00mlm, bertolak la aku ke Ipoh utk program ministry  selama 3 hari kat Ipoh sampaila ari Ahad lepas (9 Sept 07). Takde benda pun, kena jaga booth LPKP jer. Goreng2… auta2 pelawat, kira okla. Tp… Ceh! Mmg hampes tul la! Macam takde org lain yg dia nak anto. Dahla last minute. Dengan baju tak kemas apa. Hmmm… sempat jugakla aku menyumpah bos aku tu. Hee… Maka utk ke-sekian kalinya, aku merasa lagi jadi minah rempit kat hi-way… cuma dalam kes aku ni, aku merempit dengan Kelisa tersayang aku la kan.. heheh..

Well, takde apa2 yg best pun berlaku kat Ipoh tu cuma aku enjoy la sbb Kinu ada kat Ipoh. Dia la yg dok meneman aku kat sana lepas aku abis keje. Sempat jugak la dinner 2 kali ngan dia and her frens. Boleh tahan jugak pi makan stimbot kat sana. Mmg kenyang giler la! Hehe…

Tp pengalaman yg aku consider paling kelakar sepanjang program kali ni wud be aku di-interview oleh stesen radio PerakFM. Bukan stesen besor pun, tp yg penting, masuk radio tu! Live telecast siot!!! Hahahahaha… Glamer kejap. Kehkehkeh… Kira sempat jugaklah aku auta pendengar stesen tu pasal department aku for purpose of promo. Heheh… Takdela auta, info tu info. Imej jabatan tu. Hehhe… Sorila, over-excited sket… kikiki…

So, aku dh penah masuk tv, dah penah kuar kat radio. Rase2nya, wut wud the future hold for me ye??? Hmmm… I wonder…. Mungkinkah aku akan menjadi seorang YB satu ari nanti??? We’ll see….. Hahahahahaha…. Keep on dreaming Aiza… Keep on dreaming…

Leave Right Now… Will Young

I’m here just like I said
Though it’s breaking every rule I’ve ever made
My racing heart is just the same
Why make it strong to break it once again?
And I’d love to say I do
Give everything to you
But I can never now be true
So I say…

I think I’d better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I’d better leave right now
I’m feeling weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I’d better leave right now

I’m here so please explain
Why you’re opening up a healing wound again
I’m a little more careful
Perhaps it shows
But if I lose the highs, at least I’m spared the lows
Now I tremble in your arms
What could be the harm
To feel my spirit calm
So I say…

I think I’d better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I’d better leave right now
I’m feeling weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I’d better leave right now

I wouldn’t know how to say
How good it feels seeing you today
I see you’ve got your smile back
Like you say your right on track
But you may never know why
Once bitten twice is shy
If I’m proud perhaps I should explain
I couldn’t bear to lose you again

I think I’d better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I’d better leave right now
I’m feeling weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I’d better leave right now

Yes I will…

I think I’d better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I’d better leave right now
I’m feeling weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I’d better leave right now

Songs… Songs… Songs…

Tengah suka gila kat lagu-lagu ni…

Hey There Delilah by Plain White T’s - Lagu yg sgt sempoi, lirik yg sgt straight-to-the-point, naif gila…

"Hey There Delilah"

Hey there Delilah
What’s it like in New York City?
I’m a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can’t shine as bright as you
I swear it’s true

Hey there Delilah
Don’t you worry about the distance
I’m right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it’s my disguise
I’m by your side

Oh it’s what you do to me
Oh it’s what you do to me
Oh it’s what you do to me
Oh it’s what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me girl
Someday I’ll pay the bills with this guitar
We’ll have it good
We’ll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Delilah
I’ve got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I’d write it all
Even more in love with me you’d fall
We’d have it all

Oh it’s what you do to me
Oh it’s what you do to me
Oh it’s what you do to me
Oh it’s what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they’ve got planes and trains and cars
I’d walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we’ll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you’re to blame

Hey there Delilah
You be good and don’t you miss me
Two more years and you’ll be done with school
And I’ll be making history like I do
You’ll know it’s all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here’s to you
This ones for you

Oh it’s what you do to me
Oh it’s what you do to me
Oh it’s what you do to me
Oh it’s what you do to me
What you do to me

The Pieces Don’t Fit Anymore by James Morrison - Lagu yg sgt sedih…

The Pieces Don’t Fit Anymore

I’ve been twisting and turning
In a space that’s too small
I’ve been drawing the line and watching it fall
You’ve been closing me in, closing the space in my heart
Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart

Chorus
Well I can’t explain, why it’s not enough, cause I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now, oh just leave me now
It’s the better thing to do
It’s time to surrender
It’s been to long pretending
There’s no use in trying
When the pieces don’t fit anymore, pieces don’t fit here anymore

You pulled me under
If I had to give in
Such a beautiful myth
That’s breaking my skin
Well I’ll hide all the bruises
I’ll hide all the damage that’s done
But I show how I’m feeling until all the feeling has gone

(Chorus)

Ooh don’t missunderstand
How I feel
Cause I’ve tried, yes I’ve tried
But still I don’t know why, no I don’t know why
I dont know why… why!

(Chorus)

Bad Traffic…. Bad….

Today was the second day where my precious two hours being wasted on the road. For two days in a row i got caught up in a very bad traffic on my way back home from Putrajaya. Please bear with me that it was not only for half-an-hour that i waited pointlessly in the car… not one hour… but hey… TWO HOURS!!! Even normal driving would only take up less than 45 minutes ok!

Yesterday, i went back at 7pm, arrived at 8.30pm. Today, i got back at 6pm and reached home at 8.00pm! Ya Tuhan! The traffic went from bad to worse! What is wrong with KL???  If yesterday the jam started only after the Sg. Besi toll plaza, guess what… today it started waaaaaaaaaayyy before that. A kilometre befooooore that! And the most amazing thing is that the Smart Tag and the Touch n’ Go lanes were waaaaaaaaaayyyyy cramped than that of the Cash lanes. HHHHaaaaahahahaadoooooiii….

But hey! Notice something? I still manage to laugh here. Honestly speaking, my face still wears a smile in the car during that two long hours wait. And please remember, or to those who never knew this before, I’m driving a manual-transmission Kelisa ok! Hahahah… sakit kaki i tell you! So, should anyone encounter kaki besar sebelah (the left leg of course!) problem, ha… that is what we called the Manual-Transmission Syndrome! Hahahah….

Ok. I am annoyed with the whole situation. I hate traffic jam. Who doesn’t? I even consider these two options while i was in the car just now. ONE. Rent a room or house that is much nearer to Putrajaya i.e. Seri Kembangan ke… Kajang ke… Bangi ke…. TWO. Buy a brand-new-automatic-transmission car… hmmmm.. tempting! Kelisa… up for grab!!! Hahahaha… Well… come take a closer look at the analysis of these options.

Option ONE… Hmmm… bukan taknak pindah. First, I don’t want to stay alone. Boring/Sangap/Biol etc. Find housemate, hastle. Tak sekepala boleh gaduh! Stay with my sister? OK, but have to wait for her to find new job then only can settle where to move. Lambat! Two, Taman Maluri is the centre of everything! I want to go to KLCC dekat, Mid Valley dekat, One Utama  dekat. See… where else can i find a place as cozy as Taman Maluri??? Harharharhar.. Bangga giler… Mesti ada orang marah lepas ni. Hahahahaha… So, three dots = NO!

Option TWO. Wow! New car. Seriously, tempting. Is just that i don’t think i can afford it. The downpayment may not be a problem, but the maintenance might. Should i want to change a car, i will go for bigger capacity than the one that i have now. But bigger capacity means bigger holes in my pocket. So i don’t think i would want to dig myself into the morgue. Hehhehe… So, again here = NO!

Everything has been thought of. None of the above options or maybe some other options that was not listed here has been left un-analyzed. You may say that i am not a risk-taker, but yeah.. that is just me. So, for as long as i can accept the rationalization been made above, i guess i must complaint no more about the condition of the traffic on the Seremban Highway after this point. Hehheeh… Is just that i have to make sure that starting from today, i must be well equiped with all the necessary stocks in my car e.g. vast range of mp3 songs, books to read, my camera…. and the best thing… FOOD, so that i don’t have to have the steering wheel for my dinner!