Happy Days..
Since d beginning of Ramadhan, i’ve been smiling a lot.. i roam ard d office smiling endlessly.. i dunno y but i thk m really happy wif life nowadays… there were bz days… sleepy days… got few cases to handle, got caught in d puzzle sometimes, but still manage to settle…hehehe…i guess i got less pressure nowadays from the bosses.. not like those days in SNA… now i hv al d time to talk on d phone wif my frens, to chat… heheheh… well.. but not alwiz ya.. i still know my batas2 ha.. well, alhamdullillah.. just hoping dat i won’t feel too complacent wit my current situation. frens, do remind me ya shud i got ‘lost’.. heheh.. to all my frens, tq for all ur well wishes n support.. n to all my muslim frens, wishing u all selamat berpuasa…. n njoy ur life as much as i njoyed mine…
Me & My Cluttered Head!!!
M a bit lost this week & what scares me d most is m getting more n more forgetful lately!
Was supposed to meet up a fren ystrdy for some shopping xtvt (planned to get some wedding gift for our other fren who’s getting married tis wknd) and i totally forgot! never did dat b4 during d entire of our frenship or even to my other frens. seriously! wel, she did remind me of our apptmt during d aftnn chat n i totally forgot to inform her dat i hd to attend a meeting @ 5 later the same evening n most probably won’t b able to c her… see… even dat i couldn’t remember to tell!
Omigod! wut has got into me?? do i think too much ending up me not being able to think straight enuff to remember things?? Or… m i getting older?? Hmmm…
Spoken to d same fren today, again apologizing for ystrdy’s n she did raised d same concern… y r we getting more n more forgetful nowadays?? is 27 too old??? don’t think so.. perhaps to some it might b true but getting old shudn’t b n excuse to not remember things… even my bosses who’s 20 yrs older than myself can still remember their reading in details. shame on me!
To rationalized things, I only hv 1 “excuse” for d abv… I think… I think tooOOO much! how so?? y not? most of d time, I wld spent thinking abt all d small things, problems dat wasn’t supposed to affect me… thinking abt wut otr people wud think abt me… not good… hmmm… I must tell myself not too worry too much on wut otr people think abt me… so, dat l8r I can just stay focus on more essential matters… settle 1 thing at a time… organized myself… stop thinking abt other people n hv pity to 1self… heheheh… dat sound sooooo mean… hehehe…
Aceli.. I’ve been telling this to myself since the beginning of 2006. its like my resolution.. doesn’t really work tho… my mistake bcoz I love to listen to other people’s stories, abt their life. It’s not dat I’m being bzbody, but I think dat’s 1 good way to learn abt living thing… people of opposite sex. learning thru experience… I never regret d experience gained so far… it’s worthy! is just dat I hv 2 sympathized myself more…
While writing tis, I think m still lost… but I guess, m just being myself… it’s just me n my cluttered head…
