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aceli.. this is a song by a group called Letters To Cleo (kpd yg x penah tau, lagu ni besh wo!)… if i’m not wrong lah, this was one of d soundtrack for "10 Things I Hate About U".. suka giler beb citer nih.. Grade B movie yg ada klass!!!
somehow.. i feel this song relates to my current condition… was left with a rather ‘uncomfortable’ situation (to me lah.. not to others).. dat is whether to stay nice and kind as i have always been (muahahaha..) or attempt to be a lil’ bit cruel…
isunye x perlu dicritekan kat cni, yg mn tau tu tau lah.. yg x tau tu.. meh lah cal me, nnt i story u… hahahaha… tp crite dah basi sket la.. but i did consulted my famili and a few frens of mine on d issue (tenkiu sooooo much frens.. u guys are d best!!!!)… hmmm… yg rata2nye suruh i jd jahat sket… hmmm… camne ek .. nature dah mmg org baik.. penuh rase kasih sayang… sopan santun.. (uweeekkk.. ada yg muntah jugak baca benda nih.. jgn marah beb!). hehehe…
wen i was growing up, baru nk kenal dunia (masa zaman uni dulu).. i alwiz wonder.. naper org lain byk problem.. i had never faced a problem before (i meant serious ones!)… seriously.. couldn’t think of any.. klu ada org lain pk mana nk dpt duit nk makan kat kampus.. mslh bercinta.. kawan tuh dengki ker… dan 10001 lg problem.. i x penah terpk beb… masa tu i cuma risau klu study i kantoi.. malu.. (i can’t stand humiliation.., boleh kamikaze beb! tp x penah lah plak buat.. heheh..) maybe last time i care less abt the world, wasn’t so opened to the world… my life only revolves within my uni frens n families… n i have always being protected by my siblings especially by my sis’… (love ‘em soooo much! can’t think of how to face d world without ‘em)
back to my issue… like i said.. i jarang buat benda yg salah.. sbb end up i akan feel guilty.. be my guest untuk kutuk… konon mcm baik.. tp dat is true.. i can’t live with d knowledge dat people who is used to befriended with me doesn’t like me.. hmm.. maybe i’m being like so overreacting.. ok..ok.. again back to d issue.. i’ve learnt something out of it… dat is.. bila kite di beri pilihan dalam hidup.. no matter how far we go to search for the answer.. the final answer/decision has to come from ourself.. people can give u advise and guidance how to deal with such problems.. but again.. evrithing goes back to u.. u r d 1 yg had to make dat important decision of which will pave ur way towatds d future… fuh.. macam kaunsellor bercakap.. hahahah…
so.. i’ve made up my mind.. of which had made known to d ones yg tau my case.. some of them maybe felt not so happy about it but they accept it (again.. to my frensss… u guys are being soooo nice and supportive to me.. hanya Allah yg dapat membalas kebaikan korang sumer..) sori kpd sesiapa yg terpaksa melayan keserabutan kepala gue these couple of weeks.. but i would have to say sory to myself yg terpaksa menanggungnye.. sori.. my heart says 1 thing.. but myhead said something else… hmmmm…. hehhehe… b i know for sure, i always have frens to count on during rainy days… again thanks and sory…
sometimes.. u had to be CRUEL TO BE KIND……
