Niche…

“Make sure that you are realistic about today — balance your optimism with caution”

The above caption was my horoscope reading for today and it really reflected today’s situation. My boss has gone mad and was simply out of his mind!

This is how it went…

My boss wanted to know the result of this one ‘particular’ license application where the paper was locked up in his office, which was locked from the inside. No one had access to the room since he is the sole key holder. So his instruction was “Aw minta zul masuk bilik melalui tingkap, ambil buku jk14” (Ask zul to go in through the window to pick up jk14’s book). Does that sound sane to you? It’s almost raya for God sake! Would you want to see one of your staff died from “jatuh bangunan” following to ‘your’ instruction ? Ya ampun…

Thank god that he has an assistant (which is ME!) that has the brain and sense of logic thinking to solved the ‘problem’. How i managed to get the paper was not the issue here but i managed to solved the problem without jeopardizing a human’s life!

Dear Allah! I pray so much to You that i won’t grow up to be like him! May I grow up to be a sensible boss/human for as long as i live. Amin…

after quite some time, finally yesterday i revisited Niche… and found that my blog has a different new look. heheh.. terkejut sei! but i have to admit that lately i wasn’t rajin/creative enough to narrate my stories to be published here. and due to that, i simply care less about how it should looks like or what should be inside it. and since i’m in the mood today, so why not i just share this song called Dugaannya which was sung by our local indie band, Hujan. it has a catchy sound, so, enjoy!

dugaannya

bapanya mahukannya jadi seorang askar -.- bukan cita-citanya bukan impiannya -.- dia terlalu muda ‘tuk tinggalkan keluarga -.-bila tiba masanya rindu mulai terasa

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berkecamuk hati… hatinya sendiri -.- persoalannya kini… sampai bila mampu ku bertahan -.- mampukah ku bertahan

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woowoo.. nampak ketarakah dilema di wajahku  -.-  woowoo.. diluarnya tenang tapi tuhan saja tahu -.- woowoo.. nampak ketarakah dilema di wajahku -.- woowoo.. diluarnya tenang tapi tuhan saja tahu

beginikah selalunya cinta -.- diakhiri sengsara setelah dicurahkan semua -.- cuba ku dalami sampai termimpi-mimpi -.- namun apa yang ku jumpa -.- semuanya sama

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ini semua dugaannya… semua dugaannya…

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I’m soooooo damn tired!!!! Need not to say more.

I’ve been trying to write since my last entry dated back in March. So many ideas, but in the end, zero. It’s not that I don’t want to, but I just couldn’t.

Reasons:

1. Simply no spare time.

2. Afraid should my writing be misinterpreted by people.

3. Conflict of interest. Hehe..

The past few months have been tremendously exhausting. Outstation, working on weekends and more and more things to do in the office. The challenges are stirring its way to the other direction, but it doesn’t mean that it’s getting easier.

Anyways, I’ll try to keep all of you updated with my current activities. And do keep me updated as well from time to time. Till my next entry, take care!

Can u guys figured out how? Easy! Just ask Fay, Arep and Pui See to teach you on how they did it (Ajis also ‘jumped’-in into this ‘plot’ at the very last minute!)!

Well ok… Just to share. This is what they got me as a ‘SURPRISE’! Hmmm… How ‘sweet’ of them!!! Isk… isk… isk… Hahahahaha….———>

p/s: It’s a notepad with MAWI’s face on it! Damn!

MY CONFESSION, that is:

1. I’m NOT a fan of MAWI!!!

2. I Was NEVER in MAWI’s fan mail list!!!!

3. And YES, all the ABOVE are True!!!

p/s: Well.., pinned this on my dad for having all those Mawi’s free mug hanging in the kitchen. Sigh… Hahahaha… and Fay, please don’t rub on it… hahahahahah….

Anyways guys… Thank you so much for that really ‘special’ gift. I’m touched! Well… okla, since ada muka MAWI tu… kureng sketla! Hahahah… But honestly, I’m touched with the thought that you guys had for me. Love you guys always!

My sincerest apologies too to both Fay and Pui See, for scaring their heart-off on last Friday, for ‘ignoring’ all their calls and sms-es. Sorry… bukan niatku coz memang bz banget hari tu! Please remember, no matter how far we are, we are still close at heart! Chewwwaaahhhh!!!

So, lesson of the day… learn from the above and start giving your loved ones today something memorable to treasure! Chiow…

Today is 9th March 2008. Sehari slps acara mengundi peringkat nasional. nampak gayanya dan mmg sahih esok i.e. Monday tak cuti… huwaaaaaaaa… aku nak cuti woi! malas nk pi keje! ooopppss…

pergh… smlm gelombang perubahan paling besar penah berlaku dalam sejarah 50 tahun merdeka. byk betul menteri yg tumbang smlm. mr. samy, kak ijat, uncle tsu koon…. fuh! for d very 1st time in M’sia history, BN tak menang 2/3 majoriti which means susah lah sket nk buat decision lps ni. musti byk tentangan. Parlimen mesti kecoh. tak sabar nk tggu turn pi duty parlimen (kalau bulih malas… tet!). hahahaha…

those yg duduk kat state yg baru di "take over" by d opposition lagi saspen. mcm mn la agaknya gaya kerja for d next 5 yrs until the next election kan. perubahan tu musti ada tp hopefully for d best la.

honestly, smlm mmg saspen masa dok depan tv. lain feel dia nk compare masa PRU11 i.e. during yr 2004. i’ve waited until abt 2am until the SPR chairman announce BN had won the election with simple majority. saspen bukan apa. tp rasanya kita dah terlampau biasa dgn d current govt and suddenly there’s a big change kan. dunno wut to expect. complacency kills!

i just hope dat apa2 shj yg akan berlaku in d next 5 yrs doesn’t affect the peaceful environment in M’sia. semoga the govt n the opposition can work together hand-in-hand to make sure dat M’sia will still be the best place to live in. jgn hancurkan apa yg dah dibina tp kekalkan warisan negara dan teruskan bina masa depan yg lebih baik. pergh! ckp mcm nk jual manifesto! hahahaah…

anyhow, hidup musti diteruskan sbb yg bertanding bukan aku. keje kena terus jln sbb nnt org kata makan gaji buta. semoga keje yg aku buat hari ni akan bawak benefit utk masyarakat M’sia as a whole pada masa2 akan datang. Amiiiinnnnn….

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I’ll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Oh.. I do love you,

Still i wonder why it is,
I don’t argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

You’ve got this look i can’t describe,
You make me feel like I’m alive,
When everything else is a fade,
Without a doubt you’re on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can’t find the words to write this song,
Oh.,..
Your love,

Still i wonder why it is,
I don’t argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

I have come to understand,
The way it is,
It’s not a secret anymore,
’cause we’ve been through that before,
From tonight I know that you’re the only one,
I’ve been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand,

I wonder why it is,
I don’t argue like this,
With anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I wont let my guard down,
For anyone but you
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I’ll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands

Ok… hari ni 8 Mac 2008. Hari utk sumer rakyat M’sia kuar mengundi. Basically aku dah tunaikan kewajipan aku pagi2 lagi… takdela pagi sgt pun. Dah kalau bangun pun kul 8 kan… hahaha… tp ari ni excited sket coz gi ngundi ngan ayahanda tercinta… d one n only. tahun ni plak 1st time dia ngundi as a normal citizen sbb b4 b4 tis dia ngundi pos, almaklumlah pak polisi… dia excited, aku pun excited. mummy aku cam biasa, mmg tak kuar ngundi. rugi sei. heheheeh…

habis ngundi tadi, kitrg 2 org jalan kaki pi pasar makan roti canai. yeah! seronot gak sekali sekala jalan kaki ni. tambah seronot sbb dpt borak pasal poster2 pilihanraya. siap ada komplot malam ni nk pi gunting poster. simpan kat umah buat kenang-kenangan. hahahaha.. niat jahat yg aku rasa tak akan menjadi pun. almaklumla, kami ni citizen yang baik. hahahaah… well, tak sabar nk tggu result PRU12 malam nnt. mana tau, kot2 cuti hari Senin ni. yiiihaaaaa!!!

Bagaimana mestinya
Membuatmu jatuh hati kepadaku
Tlah kutuliskan sejuta puisi
Meyakinkanmu
Membalas cintaku

Haruskah ku mati karenamu
Terkubur dalam kesedihan…sepanjang waktu
Haruskah kurelakan hidupku
Hanya demi cinta yang mungkin bisa membunuhku
Hentikan denyut nadi jantungku
Tanpa kau tahu betapa suci hatiku
Untuk…memilikimu

Adakah keikhlasan
dalam palung jiwamu…mengetukmu
Ajarkanmu bahasa perasaan
Hingga hatimu tak lagi membeku

Tiadakah ruang di hatimu untukku
Yang mungkin bisa tuk kusinggahi
Hanya sekedar penyejuk
Di saat ku layu
Kusetia menantimu hingga akhir masa

It has been quite some time since I last pen my thoughts here. That was the day when I was enraged by d not-suppose-to-happen accident. Time flew since then. Life has been busier nowadays. New experience gained, new people met. I’ve traveled a lot too nowadays. Some has got something to do with works while others are not. Though it only involves domestic journeys, but it sure does an eye-opener experience for me. I missed my friends dearly and wished that I could still hangs out with them at any given time. I’ll try to make up time for them again soon but till then, allow me to keep my distance. Love you guys always…